My brother cautioned me about the emotional roller coaster of living internationally. He said there are ups and downs and though they smooth out over time, they are always there. A lot of times I feel like I am chugging my way up to an up, but before I can actually get there I slide back down.
Tonight I miss my family and friends. A good shoulder to lean on or talk to about anything. I miss going out with the girls for happy hour at Unos, board games with friends or family dinner up at my parent's house. I have finally been able to admit to myself that it takes me a long time to make friends. I can be social and friendly with people, but the good friends, the ones who are really worth it are hard to come by.
Can I blame my down on living in another country tonight? Or are the ups and downs just part of everyone's life? If we are really honest with ourselves what is the daily mundane life like? I wish I was one of those people that could eat a pint of ice cream and feel better...
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Thinking of you ...I always say the internet is a thing and not a place. But, at the same time it is such a powerful tool that can bring us close to so many people almost magically. Know that I am always here even if we are sharing our ice cream figuratively miles away. oxxoox
ReplyDeleteThanks sweetie! I am doing better today, some good time with the hubby and dogs. I think that sometimes I want to always be this adventurous upbeat, strong person, but then some days just being alive wears me out. However, this is my dream....there is silver living and storm clouds, but it makes it all the more interesting!
ReplyDeleteI'm having the same blues and I'm NOT in Rio!! I love you! Willis
ReplyDeleteWillis, you should put a picture of Sophia the Fierce that way you won't just be anonymous. You can set up a blog id through google and it hides your address and identity.
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